말하지 말걸
Hey!
I´m feeling all depressed today :(
i woke up at like 07:00 this morning and practice started at 9.. and it lasted until about 17.
Me, Mich and Sara ate pizza but ive been feeling sick all day so i couldnt eat almost anything :(
I´m rly sick of hearing ''Mathilda do this... do that....come here ....bla bla blah!!!!''
Its so sad but i feel that i just wanna go hide under a rock and come up again in like a year.... :I
kinda ironic the fact that i´m playing a dead person (ghost) and the musical is killing me... funny...
Practice today whent rly bad so the rock sounds even better today than usual...
and we start in 2 days 4 anyone 2 come watch and i still just fail :'(
*feeling like shit*
and i´m just 2 shy and its all just going 2 hell...
only thing that makes me little less stressed is 100% serius .. i think '' My oppas do this all the time , so if they can do it i can.. ''
that maked me calm down 3 seconds before i panic again :I well well.. wish me luck or something..
Last practice is tomorrow so i have 2 get it all right or i´ll become depressed 4 real
( yeah i know i have 2 do 100% good on stage or i just go home and cry 4 a week...)
and that wouldnt be very good sence i have 2 be on stage in 10 shows.. YEY great...
i have nothing more 2 say .. i´ll put up some pics and then i don´t know .. i guess i´ll be back tomorrow again :o
haha Taemin <3<33 YOU ARE GOOD JOB !!<3
^-^ <33 MBLAQ fighing! hah <3 HALLA LEE JOON ABS <33 *-* 
U go girl xD Miryo :D <3
Songs now:
MBLAQ- 낙서
MBLAQ- 말하지 말걸
BIGBANG - Love Song (Acapella)
Tablo Ft. Lee Sora- 집 (Home) lyrics
Tablo Ft. Naul- Airbag lyrics (totaly how i feel now.. i need an airbaig b4 i hit the great sadness that approaches)
BIGBANG - BAD BOY ( The awkward moment when dad hear GD say AHHH)
Listen, Enjoy <3
Bye !
XOXO <33
